Saturday, May 28, 2022
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Praying with Jesus
I came from the Father and have come into the world. Now I am leaving the world and going back to the Father.
When Jesus went to sleep at night, I hope he lay down without a thousand thoughts pummeling the inside of his head, turning him every which way, keeping him awake. When this happens to me, which is often, I try not to fight or keep the thoughts in line. I watch them, listen to them, feel them until something stronger than thought floats in like a cloud and fogs up my mind, calling “Sleep, sleep, sleeeeeep, David” and … after awhile I wake up. I didn’t even know I fell asleep! I wish that happened more often.
And maybe Jesus had a similar problem. His experience in the world was certainly stressful. I am learning how to let some of that junk go; did Jesus have to learn too? Whether or not I will ever have a vision of how Jesus got to sleep, I imagine that he is with me, listening while I say my prayers.
Now I lay me down to sleep, I pray the Lord my soul to keep. If I should die before I wake, I pray the Lord my soul to take.
One day in November last year, November 10 it was, John answered a distress call from our mom and came to be with her during the last few hours of her life. That morning she passed away; John helped her with that difficult moment by giving her permission. “It’s OK, mom, it’s OK. You can go now. You can let go.”
The night before, as Mom went to sleep, she prayed the prayer she learned as an older child, Luther’s evening prayer. She prayed that prayer every night for most of her 99 ½ years of life on earth. I pray it sometimes too, but she had it memorized, and I don’t. Yet.
In the name of the Father and of the Son and of the Holy Spirit. Amen. I thank you, my heavenly Father through Jesus Christ, your dear son, that you have graciously kept me this day; and I pray that You would forgive me all my sins where I have done wrong, and graciously keep me this night. For into your hands I commend myself, my body and soul, and all things. Let your holy angel be with me, that the evil foe may have no power over me. Amen.
Luther tells his readers, “Then go to sleep at once and in good cheer.”
The hour is coming when I will no longer speak to you in figures, but I will tell you clearly about the Father. On that day you will ask in my name, and I do not tell you that I will ask the Father for you. For the Father himself loves you.
 (Acts 18, Psalm 47, John 16)
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